Last memory of you...

This will be going to be a last entry of him... of all the last feeling and memories I had for him... He was what I wish to be with... someone who is very motivated, coz most of the time I just lazy to make use of my brain... someone who is very adventerous that pushes me towards things that sometime I hesitate to do... someone who is not afraid what other people sees... I remember bringing him to a play- "oi, sleeping beauty".. he was so enjoying himself... shouting together with the audience...but he was always that cheeky... when the cast ask for a dog sound... he will go meow meow.... I was abit embrass by him... but I was happy to see someone who is so sponotenous... I love the way he smiles... especially he act as a goldfish... it never fails to put a smile on me... I enjoy the time we had when we play game together.... epecially those mario games that he bought for me to play... he was always so bad... bully me in the game... I remember one game that we have to control 2-3 people and we have to fight to gain control for the characters... it was so much fun... and the mario go kart game... wahahha he was such a loser for that game... that is the only game I have so much fun winning. ke ke Not forgetting the all time favourite mario party game... its a board game where we have to do challenges or mini games to win... we always have so much fun and laughter... I remember the time when we were at philiphine... I was greeted with a bouquet of lilies... It was so beautiful, I can say it was the largest bouquet of lilies I have recieved... and this is the first time he gave me flower... it was also our first holiday together... I remember how scared he was in the water... when I took him for a swim in the pool before we go for our snokling trip. He looks like a wet puppy been thrown into the water... so cute.. ke ke I remember the first time he tried snokling... he almost got me drown... I wasnt wearing any life jacket.. thinking I can swim... he was so nervous that he pull me downward... I was so scared and decided to wear my life jacket after that... I can say those days at palawan is the most beautiful and happiest moment of our relationship... having private lunch alone on a beach- tables and chairs are setup, with food and only the two of us on the island to enjoy the meal... picnics on the beaches... every morning I prepare breakfast waiting for him to come and eat.... watching our first sunset together... wish there were more of such moments... he is a past.. that I no longer can grab hold on to... a love that wasn't enough to make us get back together no more... a regret... that will always remember in the heart... and you will always be remember... good bye my love... and I will always watch over you as a friend... and may one day your beautiful smile brings happiness to the one you truely looking for.... I once wish I was the one to walk down this journey of yours... but I guess I'm just not the one you are looking for at the end of the road... I love you and will always love you... love will never stop... goodbye...